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bullet in the head 16 May 2005 - 05:01 Gotta go in about 5 minutes. Never found my ID, never really looked for it. Stomach's threatening to turn over on me, and I fight to keep myself from flipping inside out. God, I'm nervous, it makes me wanna take a good shit. But naw, I gotta put on my work boots. Whatever happens, I hope I'm not there for too long; wanna get this shit over with today, and find out whether or not I'm gonna have to shoot myself tonight. *sigh* It would all be so much easier if I had a gun... |