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Envy the fish.

26 October 2004 - 02:12

My back is b r o a d, but not broad enough. I still can't carry this load comfortably. Still I struggle and pant. Still I sweat. Still I stumble. Still I wanna give the fuck up. Still I wanna just hit the sack and hit it hard and once, never to rise again.

And Cyanide sleeps as soon as the lights go out, drifting along with the filter's current, his lidless eyes always open, always looking, seldom seeing in the dark. Lucky bastard. I wish I were a Beta.

(But all I am is a hopless looser human fuckin' being... with a broad back, but not broad enough.)

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