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fudge-smudge

2004-04-13 - 22:04

I am eating a tiny chocolate egg that my mom just gave me, getting the sweet gooey brown stuff all over the keyboard.

I just realized that tomorrow will be the month anniversary of Phoenix's and Pablo's deaths. Pablo lays forgotten in the sweeter-than-chocolate earth, Phoenix decays on my table still. It's been so long that her mummified remains don't really smell anymore. Or maybe I just got used to it. I don't wanna let them go just yet, don't wanna lay them to rest. I just wanna hold them in my memory forever, until they have faded away and there is nothing left to worship. May they all rest in peace... and me too.

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