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fudge-smudge 2004-04-13 - 22:04 I am eating a tiny chocolate egg that my mom just gave me, getting the sweet gooey brown stuff all over the keyboard.I just realized that tomorrow will be the month anniversary of Phoenix's and Pablo's deaths. Pablo lays forgotten in the sweeter-than-chocolate earth, Phoenix decays on my table still. It's been so long that her mummified remains don't really smell anymore. Or maybe I just got used to it. I don't wanna let them go just yet, don't wanna lay them to rest. I just wanna hold them in my memory forever, until they have faded away and there is nothing left to worship. May they all rest in peace... and me too. |