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30 December 2014 - 03:16

My mind is a whirlwind of thought and these voices just won't shut up. Cat yeowls in the other room. Won't shut up either. She's in heat. I just want quiet. Peace and quiet tonight but I don't think I'm getting any. Mother snoring and I can hear it all the way over here, loud enough for me to hear, not lound enough to drown me out. Breath and quiet and too much noise, not enough. Close my eyes but doesn't help. I said I didn't care but then why do I worry. That was not a question, okay, I know my punctuation. I just want it all to STOP and I'm so tempted right now to reach for the NyQuil but no 'cause I'm NOT on DRUGS. I want to sleep.

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