The only reason I'm updating right now is to get my writing juices flowing. I have this essay I was supposed to turn in this past Tuesday which I didn't bother to do. And I've kept putting it off, despite the fact I know it's costing me one third of a letter grade for every day it's late. Today it's still a B+. But by Monday, it will be a C. I think weekends count, most definately.

I don't know what excuse I'm gonna give my professor. This week, I've been extremely lazy and have missed the past three days of school. School sucks. For me, anyway, which is why I didn't go. But it won't suck so much on Monday, so I'll go. See, I actually enjoy college, it frightens me more to not have classes to attend, y'know? And I like my classes, and my professors. It's just that I've been weaving in and out of my "moods" lately. For more info, please contact the-clan's diary. I won't go into multiplicity here. All I will say is this: It's kinda hard to get to school when only two out of eleven wanna go. But I digress, I digress...

The point is, I've been lazy all friggin' week. 'Ama seems to be falling into a slow depression, so that ain't helping her (or me). I worry, somtimes, but I know she's strong, she can pull through. It's just her damn job; that, and the fact that she's gettin' old. She can't put up with as much shit as she used to. Phone's ringin', an' I's keep typin' cuz my "mood" ain't right right now. I's still can't get to concentratin' on writin' dat damn essay, cuz I's jus' don' like ta write. Dat's what my other "mood" does.

*shakes head*